The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation,
and it looks like I’m the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn’t keep it in;
Heaven knows I’ve tried

Don’t let them in,
don’t let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don’t feel,
don’t let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore

Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don’t care
what they’re going to say
Let the storm rage on.
The cold never bothered me anyway

It’s funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can’t get to me at all

It’s time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I’m free!

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You’ll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I’ll stay
Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I’m never going back, the past is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I’ll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on

The cold never bothered me anyway!

It’s time to see what I can do

A separation

一次又一次的機會,最後也需要一個解脫吧。
這可能愛情以外,是生活的取向,是愈走愈遠的路,是愈解愈解不開的結,
是愈講愈講不明白的道理。

因此,開首是separation,最結尾也是separation。

A separation

得到過後

奇怪了,當我又情緒沒頂的時候,剛好30天,不多也不少。

奇怪了。

 

當天的等待,讓我心情沉重。

今天已等到,所遇到的也讓我心情沉重。

 

究竟在心底憂悶的感覺是怎麼的了?

想在別人心目中完美吧? 總不能討好每一個人,只有換來對自己的可憐。

 

我究竟怎麼的了?

人變得很膽怯,很用力、很盡力的,在爭取一些東西,

我的價值就是這些了嗎? 

 

憂悶的心,你為我在我裡面煩燥。

3月12日,等候

仍在忙碌,仍要等候,這樣的心情,可以繼續的嗎? 可以捱得過去的嗎?

今天的天氣,是等候。

 

是真事來的,做了個統計,數字如下:

1月10日第一綜interview到今天,3月12日,

共有32個來電邀請interview,23個真的有去interview,依然是等候。

這樣的數字,可反映的是,

有demand,不過中不了別人的心,原因,能力不對,或是錢不對,

簡單來說,Wrong person (即我)。應該積極反省,好好改善; 

 

應該去理解,

好東西是要好好等候的,期望我的好東西很快會出現!

心存盼望吧!